I have officially become the worst blogger on the face of the Earth. My last post was more than 2 months ago in which I wrote maybe 3 sentences that was mostly me whining that I wasn't motivated to keep working out at that time. I still haven't gotten fully back into the grove of things but I have been able to start working out at a normal pace like I was before I injured myself in May. Which at this point I need to just pull my self together and even if I am tired and don't want to go because I had a long day at work, just go to the gym and work out any frustration I may have had throughout my work day by working off some calories. But the last couple weeks have been so busy because of Mak's wedding and everything that goes along with that and going to Bills games on one of my only days off in the week I have worn my self down that I feel like I need a few days off just to get back to feeling like I will have enough energy to get my ass to the gym and have a meaningful workout. I think at this point my biggest problem is that I don't like going to the gym when I know I'm going to half-ass my workout. If I know I'm not going to be able to go all out I don't want to go at all which just ends up hurting me more because then I'm not going. I still go when I see my trainer and Christine is fantastic and getting me in the groove but when I don't see her I feel lost. Like I can't do it if she isn't there. Which is incorrect because I used to go to the gym without a trainer all the time before.
~~~Bottom Line~~~
Karen needs to get her act together and get her ass to the gym!!!!!
Now that I said that, I think I can finally check one of my goals off of my list... #3! For those of you who did not read my goal list check out my Goals tab on the top of the page.
Now I won't know if I like how I look in the pictures until those come out from the photographer but I easily fit into my dress with no problems whats so ever. No I didn't have to have my seamstress take the dress in which would have been best but not having to worry about fitting into my dress in the weeks leading up to the wedding was a great feeling too. For the pictures that I have seen so far I am confident that I will actually like these pictures for once in my life. Fingers crossed!!!!
